I found myself in the most vulnerable position I've ever been in..
I was hurt and scared but, I simply couldn't allow myself to fall from being.
There's still life to live whether I like it or not.. Without her would be a life apart from myself that I just really don't ever want too know.
she was seeing someone else because this wasn't "real" enough.. I wont go into great detail because that is a moment we have to share between us but.. It came down to me saying 'if this isn't "real" then what I had to say shouldn't really hurt.' (Guess it did, so there was 'proof' it's real) ....
This is life though.. It's amazing , disappointing, hard and loving. Something can only matter much as you're willing to put into it.. (I hope you know you've got my all)
I was hurt and scared but, I simply couldn't allow myself to fall from being.
There's still life to live whether I like it or not.. Without her would be a life apart from myself that I just really don't ever want too know.
she was seeing someone else because this wasn't "real" enough.. I wont go into great detail because that is a moment we have to share between us but.. It came down to me saying 'if this isn't "real" then what I had to say shouldn't really hurt.' (Guess it did, so there was 'proof' it's real) ....
This is life though.. It's amazing , disappointing, hard and loving. Something can only matter much as you're willing to put into it.. (I hope you know you've got my all)
